The Rules 2

Well, since my long winded post about my Mom, I figured I would finish what I started, the post about the rules. Well, I mentioned the trick that Britney used and the Jonas brothers use, to increase their fan base. Sex. When Britney Spears announces she is a virgin, even at that young of age, it puts sex into the minds of everyone who hears her say it, or reads about it. I have a lot of interest in the subconscious mind. I have learned a lot, one of the things I know is that the subconscious cannot understand negative commands. So if you say "I Don't have sex" your subconscious hears "I have sex" The Jonas brothers going on and on about their chastity rings.
Just gets them and sex into the minds of teenage girls. "Yeah, we wear these cause we don't want to have sex until we get married" Take out the negative word. Don't. Then read the sentence again. "Yeah, we wear these cause we want to have sex until we get married"
(I think I have a tendency to overword things) So in a nutshell, as we all know, sex sells, but you can't sell sex to the underaged, or the family crowd. So you wiggle in this technique and there you go.

Watching My Mom Die.

Sometimes in life, you need assistance. Food stamps, welfare, afdc. The flaw in the system, is that it works on the idea that everyone either really really needs help, or doesn't at all.

Sometimes people close to that mid line, can't get the help they need. This turns unbelievably shitty when something is a matter of life or death. My Mom is in stage 4 kidney failure.They have tried unsuccessfully twice to get dialysis shunts (valves to connect you to dialysis) left arm,and right arm. Her dialysis treatments are going to start anytime. They are going to try another shunt in her leg.

She has type 2 diabetes, and cardiomyopathy.She also had breast cancer,and has to take ongoing treatment to prevent it from coming back. It's killing me to watch her die. She can hardly walk. Her conditions have all but destroyed her eyesight. She has very expensive medicines, that are critical.She needs a constant supply of these, and isn't getting them. Despite being over 50, unable to work, and having worked most of her life, she is just under the work credits needed for Social security disability, or SSI. Can't get Medicaid, or Medicare either. She can't get any assistance whatsoever. By now,you are probably wondering why she can't get any help.

Well.My Mom is married. Her husband makes a whopping 10 dollars an hour. He has crappy health insurance, and all that does is bring thousands of dollars in monthly medical expense,down to hundreds.(in short, it doesn't help.) He can't take on a second job, because he has to drive her to her appointments almost daily.

So as I continue watching my Mom die, it's frustrating to know there is nothing I can do.I put this out so I could get ideas from people. Maybe someone out there has advice that will change the circumstances. Something I may have missed.

Lastly, I place this Paypal button on here. it's a donation button. I had the idea late last night.
I figured I would put the overall general goodness of people to the test.You always see outlandish stuff online.The red paperclip,stuff like that.So I figured what the hell. I was going to put 99 cents as the donation amount, but I decided to let people who want to help do so in whatever amount they want. More than 99 cents, less, or nothing at all. I thank you for taking the time to read this. And look forward to your comments on here, and twitters. Retweet this if you have time. Thanks.

The Rules

I have a few things that I think create success in this country. The rules, if you will.
You know what American Idol, Survivor,countless boy bands, and stuff like that have in common I think ? People love to pick a favorite. You can take a group of people that an audience wouldn't give two shits about individually, group them together, and people will bend over backwards arguing the merits of whoever they have chosen as their (I actually just did the I before E except after C in my head but that word must be an exception) favorite. They will tune in week in and week out, because they love to cheer their favorite. I think you could assemble 3 to 5 average looking guys, give them a band name, and never have them sing a note. Schedule their first album to be released in some far off time frame, but publicize the hell out of it. Get ready for these guys. They are gonna be great. Then you do all types of merchandise. Posters, buttons, dolls, you name it. You'd make a fortune, as long as you were able to get enough people to see the guys to pick their favorite. Another spin on it is to make 2 similar shows and get the "Great Taste!" "Less Filling!" going between people who like Hanna Montana and people who like I Carly.

Well this post has gone on way too long. Next post, Getting what you don't want and liking it,
And the clever subliminal trick honed to perfection by Britney Spears (Britney vs Christina is another example of the above rule) that the Jonas Brothers are taking all the way to the bank.
Stay tuned true believers...

Chest Pain,Lightning and Rain

Well. today is my birthday. One less year I have. I was having some chest pain today, but it ended up being gas. I hate lightning because the only thing I really do is use electronics, and lightning makes me too paranoid. You know what I have a fear of ? Being poisoned. Think about how easy it would be for someone to stick some bad shit into your food. Just enough to get it into your system over a period of time. Some poisons or chemicals over time can cause cancer, not like carcinogenic things, that can take your whole life to kill you, but rare stuff. People used to put lead in food. Doctors couldn't detect it without really looking for it,which they usually didn't. The person being fed the lead would have dementia, see things, basically go slowly crazy. In "The Sixth Sense" the woman was poisoned with pine-sol. It's a big big phobia for me. Remain Happy ?

New medicine/masturbation

Ever since I started using my new anti depressant medicine I have been restless, but find my eyes getting lazy and crossing, because I feel tired, but I can't sleep. So the computer screen words jumble together, It's strange. Maybe I just need to force myself into bed early.
You know how out of shape I am ? I have actually run out of energy while trying to masturbate, and had to stop. Isn't that pathetic?

My brain is mush today

I can't think of anything to say. Well I'm going to reveal a bit of a fetish of mine. Hopefully I won't be thought a pig, but oh well. I love cameltoes. I think the labia and vulva of a woman is very sexy, and should be admired. I can't follow the strategy that a man can wear pants so tight you can make out the outline of his dick rubbing his leg, and that's fine. But a woman can't show off her beautiful female parts ? What exactly is disgusting about that ? I don't get it. It's a sexist double standard.
I think ladies have just as much right to flaunt it as a man does. I don't care if you weigh 400 lbs, the female body is a work of art. Women should be proud of their cameltoes. Perhaps it needs a better name ? Vaginal Cleavage ? Naa, too medical. Hmmm that's one to think on. Normally guys don't reveal shit like that, but I'm sticking to keeping my thoughts and posts 100 percent uncensored. Remain happy ?

Still as lazy as ever. To pee or not to pee...

Here I sit, having to pee. But I can tell it will only be a little dribble. So I don't want to get up until I know I have a full stream in order. I mean, why waste a trip ? A final thought. If you can go to the bathroom without touching yourself, do you still need to wash your hands ?